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Tuesday, September 23, 2008



David Archuleta- Crush

I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility
that you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross you mind
When were hangin, spending time girl,
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away







Flyleaf- All Around Me

My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you

This fire rising through my being
Burning I'm not used to seeing you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place

The music makes me sway
The angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

And so I cry
The light is white
And I see you

I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

Take my hand
I give it to you
Now you own me
All I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you
I believe

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healed






Jordin Sparks- One Step at A Time

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus:]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus]

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

[Chorus x2]

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i love all 3 songs :)
the lyrics for crush is damn good i think. maybe a little cliched but well, it happens.

yeah, i know the flyleaf's video is creepy as hell but it's a great song. good emo song.

one step at a time is really catchy.



i'm so so so tired :(

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Saturday, September 20, 2008


this is damn funny and yet cute at the same time :)


anyhow. i went out till pretty late again today but i got to see the usual people & zuhui so it was all worth it :) been ages since we last met that's why i really wanted to see them all. haha. so off i head to tiong bahru plaza even though i was tired as hell.

it was nice.
i so miss hanging out every friday, like this.


thank you bernard for waiting for me :)
andrea for the many currypuffs, tidbits & candies when my stomach growled during work :)
and shaun for his numerous theories, analogies & funny stories!

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Tuesday, September 16, 2008

it's 2am now and i should be asleep but heck.

sunday was yishu's farewell thing before he goes to army!
and it was just a moment ago when he lamented that it's months to ns. how time flies huh, as cliched as it sounds.

he went for a haircut and he looks like a boy! hahah. like he suddenly looks his age instead of 20+. so he looked like how he looked when he first entered poly.


xueyan joined us! :D


we caught bangkok dangerous at the cathay (where else, right.) the movie's a let down and very disappointing. obviously, we were expecting something more.
dinner/ break fast/buka puasa for sihah @ manhattan fish market instead of the usual fish & co. the prawns were damnnnnnnn good. and the service's awesome!


after dinner, we headed over to taka's cold storage cos yishu had to get his detergent.
i still can't get over the fact that i asked if they'll help him wash his clothes. they = ns officers? yeah, you can ignore that.
we were fretting over the laundry thing. and us 3 girls were damn worried and gan jiong about the whole army business. like what started off as yishu's need to buy detergent become ... something more? we were like suggesting him to buy this and that. like dettol, softener, brush to scrub his clothes etc etc.
anyway, we bought ALOT of snacks for him because we're scared he'll starve to death. have you seen him eat? lol. so, we bought about 35dollars worth of them? but he didn't know until much later! hehe.




cookies & cream, biscotti and lemon



venezia for dessert afterwards. there's always room for dessert!
we bought the 1L pack to share between the 4 of us. it was super super super good, as always. we sat at the fountain to eat the best gelato in the world ever and everyone stared because it's a big box of gelato ._.
in case you're wondering, yes, we finished it :D:D:D


took photos :)



the four of us!



the eyebrow thing! ( which xueyan can't do)



smiley :D



i told ya he looks like a boy!



sihah!! :D:D



sihah & xueyan!






the shops were closed already by then as it was already 10 plus? didn't get to buy aloe vera gel/cream from GNC for yishu. like, aloe vera works wonders okay. it's pure magic.


busride with yishu & xueyan while nas took the train home. but that's after promises to meet very very soon :)
the bus was packed and we had to stand and i nearly elbowed this guy when the bus turned. uhhh.


the 185 ride was fast and when we were close to my house i was like you know, actually the big bag of snacks are for you. HAHHAHAH.
we shocked him, really.
he threatened to leave them at my gate you know sihah!
after much drama, he took them with him. lol. he wasn't given a choice because i told him i would scream out of the window & wake the whole neighbourhood up if he doesn't take them. hee.


when we talked on the phone i was STILL fretting over what he should bring and how he's gonna live in camp. i think i was damn gan jiong okay. damn.
i can't imagine how i'll be like next year when everyone goes to army. gan jiong until can die. seriously. sheesh.


kay i've to do my itp log book now.
OMG LOOK AT THE TIME. OMG.

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Friday, September 12, 2008

i feel so angry at the world.

and i thought puberty was over?

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Wednesday, September 3, 2008

met an old friend today :)
work's still good.



anyway, i've wanted to blog about this for quite some time but i never got around to doing it. yeahh.

i think my closest friends now are the poly friends, maybe with the few exceptions?
what people say about sec school friends being the ones that stick with you and friends forever and ever & happily ever after? it doesn't happen all the time. period.
i can tell you honestly that now, most likely the poly friends (you guys know who you are! :DD ) are the ones who know the stuff. like what's the deal with this guy? and probably all the tiny details that come with it.


i would love to think that we (we equals -insert name- and i) are still as close as before but truth is, we've drifted apart. obviously further than i would like, not that i like drifting apart anyway but you get the point.
i've been trying to tell myself that no, we did not drift apart. we're still as close as before even though we don't spend much time together now. lying to yourself is sometimes easier than facing the truth and that was what i've been doing.
it gets tiring.


cliques get broken up over the years. friends backstab.
i get it alot, i think. and i know when people backstab, don't think i don't because for all you know, i know and i'm just letting the matter go. it's disappointing when you get backstabbing from people you're close to & you totally did not see it coming. that's why it hurt so bad isn't it? because you care. as much as people don't want to get hurt, we can't prevent it from happening because it's our hearts that chose who to love, to care about.


no choice? maybe.


goodnight everyone.

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