even though saving you sends me to heaven.

Thursday, December 20, 2007

i'm at the airport now y'all! :D

can't wait to touch down in indo! haha.
holidays in indo are always the BEST k. i swear! but holiday homework is a bummer. ruins my mood. i think i will procrastinate, again until like the last week or something =x

my plane's here already. now, i'm just waiting for the call to board the plane.

i'll be in sg only next year, which sounds so freakin far away but whatever.

takecare of yourself guys!
<3

at 11:38 AM

how come everyone's pregnant?!

firstly there's christina aguilera, then nicole richie. then jessica alba. (YES GUYS, SHE IS PREGNANT. CRY PLEASE.) then lily allen and now, jamie lynn spears?! like wth man. the whole world's pregnant.

okay. so. i really screwed my bioclock. not kidding.

i'm still up! and i'm not done packing my stuffs yet! =/ ah damn.

woke up pretty late today, about noon. who cares right? it's MY holiday :D haha. then i went out with my aunt to get stuffs for my momma and to shop for a new camera (not for me, sadly.) got my mom's stuff from arab street and yeah, my aunt got her new camera. it's the latest canon G9. it's 12.1 freaking megapixels O.O haha. and the photos turn out pretty good, really sharp. and the colour's great:D

that means. i'm can use it! :D HAHHAHAHAH.

then, i head over to clementi to get stamps (yes, stamps.) and stuffs for my trip back tomorrow.

2o9 mini gathering!
jarrel reached first.. then wangqin and huiwen! nigel and bob. and zuhui, ziyi, jim & mok. kaijie next, followed by itchy, audrey and finally, leonard.
carol couldn't come! :(

total peeps who came: 14

not bad, considering it's rather last minute. about 1/3 of the class already so i shan't complain. lol. had botak jones! :D fish & chips rock man. super good:)

talked for a bit, took some photos.
went over to je while nigel left first. they wanted to go to night safari okay! crazy people!

went home earlier. cos i gotta pack and stuffs. and yet, i procrastinated until NOW.
slaps myself.

i'm so, so supposed to be sleeping right now.

alright, photos! only 2.

self-timed shot.

thanks audrey for the photos:D

ps. thanks mok, for lending me blink. and zuhui, for walking me out. yishu for the optimistic sms and everyone who sms-ed bon vonyage :D

at 3:51 AM

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

HELLOOOO:D

i procrastinated the whole of sunday and didn't study for a&phy verbal test until like the morning before the test! HAHA.

i was watching corner with love and it's sherwin's fav drama cos of the leads. it's quite nice. pretty funny lah. but it exasperates me to see the 2 leads behaving stupidly cos they keep making each other mad and stuff. and they both do not dare to express their feelings AND there's asses who like create obstacles for them.

guess what!
i finished the series already:D:D
nice ending :D and very touching!

oh yes. a&phy test. super stupid and i cant believe i woke up early for that. o.O
went SHOPPING after that! with nas&yishu:D
walked around bugis and then we went to city hall & town. yishu bought ALOT of things okay! really nice stuffs! haha. and nas bought her green top which she kept thinking about. :D and i bought a dress! :D didnt get my bag. but nevermind!

had oodles of fun!
:D

the class buffet was okay. not everyone attended though. there's 20 of us plus mrs ang. and the food was average and my mood was kinda dampened whn the bloody waiter spilled soy sauce on my stuff :(

yishu kept taking food for us! :D

i think i didn't eat alot. it's not worth the 25 bucks.

slacked at home the whole of today! HHAHAHHAHAHHA.
went tot vivo for dinner. had sushi tei which was really good. bought my mum's bday present.

still have tons of stuffs to do!
BYE!

at 11:29 PM

Sunday, December 16, 2007

damn, i had fun yesterday!
it was a blast!

i'll let the pictures do the talking yeah:D

audrey & zuhui:D

carol and i:D

the four of us! clockwise: carol, aud, zuhui, me.

audrey sitting & carol standing XD

first row: leonard, carol, aud, zuhui, me
2nd/3rd row: nigel, yonghui-JINGSHEN, zhenghan, LIUKONG!

we're in the pool! (aud, zuhui, me)

hannbin being a sloth.

top: zuhui, aud, winston, hannbin
bottom: carol and i (I HAD TO SQUAT!)

winston! happy birthday! :D

brothers!

the 2o9ners!

carol left already, to meet *ahemahem*
top: winston, audrey, leonard, nigel, kj and his braces
bottom: zuhui, me

hello zuhui!:D

leonut!

audrey!

nigel doing god-knows-what!

top: zuhui, aud, me
bottom: nigel, winston, leonard & royston

audrey, royston, zuhui, me.

brotherhood, yo.

aud, zuhui, me, leonard, nigel

AJ!

i love you guys!

really really enjoyed talking and hanging out with everyone! brought back all those good old days. as a class, 2o9 is already a legend the moment we get together as a class. who doesn't know us? noone.

the wrestling matches, the cutting of mrs fong's hair, throwing eraser dust at her, the piranha fish erasers, the names for the clothes she wears, the toying with level 2's electric switch, the piranha songs, the desiao-ing of teachers, the passing of dictionaries, the playing with fire exits stickers, the pull-out-the-chair-and-the-table-drops-on-you, the trainings after class, the detentions, the wet newspaper war and the numerous pranks?

BEEN THERE, DONE THAT.

noone can compare to us! we created a name for ourselves. the teachers have a love-hate relationship with us cos we're so bad and yet, we're so good.

meet up soon okay! :D

at 5:25 PM

Saturday, December 15, 2007

wellll.

it's the HOLIDAYS :D

i've been looking forward to it since like, forever! this term has been a mad rush and really tiring. awfully insane and crazy term too.

friday was YEAH! no bsbm :D and there's only CRS since a&p chem was cancelled ages ago. HAHAHAHHA. and crs is okay cos we presented last week already! :D

a group of us went to the terminal 3 thing. the shirt is O.O it's labelling us as trial participant! and it's too big for me lah. and fanny darling and dongdong went too! :D and you, skinny tall girl, whacha looking at?!

terminal 3 is huge, man. it's super super posh. looks very nice.. and there's alot of stores inside! we became guinea pigs for the skytrain and took it to and forth alot of times. nas&shameer wasn't feeling too well cos of it.

walked around. kinda like a tour.

took another skytrain to t2? or something =x and it jerked once AND LOTS OF PEOPLE SCREAMED. very funny. lol.

after another tour they gave us food FINALLY. was soo hungry =x and me&nas were feeling giddy. the food was not bad:D

took the bus back to school. the bus is pretty empty lah. and the other buses were so full and squeezy. ahaha. and i was freaking late =x was supposed to meet the usual peeps minus jarrel and weijay at town at 7pm. and i reached at like 7.45? sorry guys! mok was later than me though. and he brought us stuffs frm thailand:D thanks mok:D

had our dinner at subway. (YES JARREL, SUBWAY!) had cookies cos i was still full from the dinner at t3. went home with itchy and he walked me to the busstop and waited withe me until my bus came:D thanks itchy:D you're damn nice ok! and gentlemanly:D

i took this 185 and it's a bus from hell.

and WHEN I WALKED HOME, I NEARLY STEPPED ON THIS COCKROACH AND I FREAKED OUT LIKE CRAZY. :( I LIKE RAN BACK HOME OKAYY.
and then i nearly, nearly stepped on this fat snail :(
upsetting..

and zhiwei left for aussie already. have fun yeah:)

at 1:32 PM

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

damn.
you never get it!
lies & illusions.
and i'm so not buying your story.

anyway. thanks nas & yishu <3
despite everything, we're sticking together yeah :D and you guys are not swayed, at all!
nas: i'm so so so proud of you!
we're so gnna brave the whole bloody situation, which i think, we handled really really up till now. haha. we stopped harping on the issue anymore lah. like got other stuffs right! what for dwell on it, right?

had the cd presentation & biophysics interview/verbal test. man, it was nerve-wrecking. the interview i mean..

and there's only me & nas!

yishu didn't come cos he was too tired and he just couldn't wake up. and i think he feels guilty for not turning up for cd presentation and biophy. it's ok!

he gave us an A:D:D:D:D:D:D

mok came! and i met jiajun too, on top of zhiwei. the three of us had lunch at kfc while zhiwei went off for his test, which he aced lah. mok taughed me maths :D and i really envy him for the patience he has. super thankful for it too! teaching a nub student like me? you need extra patience man. we left after michael came.

i gave bro his belated birthday present already! :D and i think he likes it. and he looked happy when i gave it to him :D

this is what i got him! yeah it's abercrombie :)

he's leaving tmr and i'm kinda sad cos it's gnna be some time since i see him again. and he's staying there until olvls results release which is gonna take ages.

and xian, there's maths test tmr.

at 9:07 PM

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

been having some bro&me time. haha. pretty nice:D
he helped me curl my hair last night:D AHHAHAH. know you're jealous. whoever have such a nice brother right? even your sister may not even help you with it yeah?

i skipped chem practical today cos i woke up really late. if i have rushed and stuff, i would still be late. so..... yeah. and i was so so tired. shagged.
sorry nas!

went out with bro in the afternoon to vivocity cos he wanna go to candy empire to get some stuff. walked around but we didnt really shop. had ben&jerry's! i treated him! then we wanted to buy gift vouchers from aldo for my cousin but they only had 30$ worth of vouchers so maybe next time.

decided to get a watch for mommy's bday present. we saw some really nice ones. think i'm most probably getting a dkny one for her. it's black and very, very nice. then again, maybe i will find something nicer.

had thai express for dinner. ordered too much and we ate until we're stuffed.

mok's meeting me tmr!
:D:D
welcome back mok!

at 8:05 PM

thanks xueyan<3

at 12:43 PM

Monday, December 10, 2007

tsktsk. talk about being two-faced.
touchy.
it's not called bitching, darling.

gems was fun:D i love my grouping! full of fun-loving, crazy, hyper people. junxian is in my group too. plus xavier (cool name pls.), glenn and mateen. all the peacocks. the teacher categorised us into 4 different bird types: peacocks, eagles, doves & owls. coincidentally, my group are the peacocks & abit of eagles group. pretty cool. we had to do a skit and the guys being sexist, made me the secretary. and jx is my boss lah. lol.

and.
i woke up late cos i slept late. like. at 3+am. anyway, i think the phonecall which lasted quite long did some good. and i don't mind doing it all over again if it helps the person right? that's what friends are for. he helped me through difficult times and i wanna help him too.
:)
i hope he works matters out. yeh.

school's fine.

had kfc for lunch & the bunch of us just like talked about how we hate brinjal and other weird food. turns out andrea & i were pretty alike in our food choices. ahah.

finished pbl. and yishu sat in with us for a&phy. nicholas sat beside me, which kinda surprises me even though it's not the first time already. talked for quite abit (during the lesson but whatever) and yeah, hes very very misunderstood.

jap:D sensei rocks.

had subway afterwards and subway rocks too. subway cookies rock. HAHA. jarrel: how many times have u had subway already?

and i talked to bin last night! hope you work things out too, yeah?

PLUS. MY COUSIN JUST CAME BACK FROM MALDIVES. THE BEACH LOOKED SO PRETTY!! OMG. THE WATER'S SUPER CLEAR OKAY AND IT LOOKED PHOTOSHOPPED COS IT'S SO SO BEAUTIFUL.
AND U CAN SEE FISHES SWIMMING ARND THE WATER. AND CRABS.
ahhhhhhhhh.

at 10:47 PM

girl, get over yourself.

stop saying like everything's our fault cos it's not. who was the one who didnt wanna trust us? stop being so childish about this.

grow up.

the problem lies with you yeah?
oh and fyi, we have friends too.

go on, tell the world like how i expected you to. what a thing to do huh.

just so you know,
turn the rest against us but you cant turn us against each other.

at 1:00 AM

Sunday, December 9, 2007

the baby rabbit died.
:'(

sigh.
i think it died of bloating cos the last time my bro checked at 5am it was fine but the stomach was still huge. you can see frm the photo.. so we didn't feed it.

i feel guilt ridden!
argh.
:'(

the next time there's baby rabbits im gnna make my aunt bring them home straight away and not wait till some dies before bringing them home.

school tomorrow... another week. it's the week to liberation (KINDA). i guess i really need the break. will be going back to indonesia :) i'm rlly homesick and it's been ages ago since i went back. so yeah.. i need to get away for sometime? away and away. haha..

i miss my friends too!
mok's back on 11 dec:D a way way overdue usual people outing yeah? too bad weijay is in china, as always. and i wanna meet some other peeps as well. you know who you are yeah. people like hb, hy, ry, carol, aud, sherwin, tofu and everyone!

i had ice wine during dinner:)
woo.
and i had some boy&me time early in the morning. just snuggling on the sofa, enjoying each others' company... makes me happy just like that. he has aged.. and he broke his tooth, again.
love ya, boy.

at 8:08 PM

Saturday, December 8, 2007

hello:D

another good song! i swear it's DAMN good okay. from the movie enchanted. if u guys watched, you all will know. it's from the ballroom scene. sweet.

jon mclauglin- so close

i'm playing mother to a baby rabbit now. actually someone else took care of them (there were 6 baby rabbits) and i don't know how they took care of them? there's only one left. and they pretended to be such professionals. i'm not saying i am one but at least they dont end up dead. cmon. how can you put those babies in an air-conditioned room w/o any heater or something? they will freeze to death yeah? which was what i think happened.

:(

here it is:

i've been watching leehom vids on youtube and i can't stop.

at 9:14 PM

HELLO:D

friday's over! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
i'm so so so glad.

contemplated skipping bsbm but i didn't in the end. snoozed for about 15minutes so i ended up being as late as yishu whos not THAT late. there's still the bo chup guy lol. had CRS afterwards and she asked if im better -.-

what the hell.

our group's was okay though i was a tad nervous. ended up alright cos i was feeling damnit youu _________ (lecturer's name) because of last week. yadahyadahyadah. gems break. yadahyadah. chem. yadahyadah.

watched enchanted with nas & yishu :D it's a damn good movie! it makes me wanna go back and re-watch all my disney tapes and movies.. it's THAT good. and amy adams is so so so pretty! she really looks like a princess okayy. the prince looked like.. a prince?
i want a chipmunk!
it's freaking cute lah. omgggg.
and when all the animals came out to help her (like cinderella pls) i was like OMG. and i cant believe she touched those icky cockroaches ok. like the rats & birds though!

it's a happily-ever-after movie. and the ending is good. i swear. the witch looks shit scary and if i were gisele i would just freak out and run, man.

had long john after tht! it didn't taste as good. =x and the three of us were like zzz because there are 19876645890933234578935 couples around please. and they're all PDA-ing. yeah ok whatever, rub it in.
so the three of us were just being us, which of course ends up with us laughing and laughing:D

nas went home early cos she had to get her hershey baking choc. yishu accompanied me to get my highlighter/green pen/uhu glue/liquid at popular.. and the guy in the queue in front of me bought 20 packs of x'mas cards. that's 100 cards for you. PLUS another 2 boxes.. O.O

aunt picked me up cos she was at imm:) carol called me! :D MUST MEET. SOON.

i'm hooked to this song:D (plus yishu but not nas. WHY NAS?)

teardrops on my guitar

Drew looks at me.
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be.

I'll bet she's beautiful,
That girl he talks about.
And she's got everything
That I have to live without.

Drew talks to me.
I laugh, cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see
Anyone, when he's with me.

He says he's so in love.
He's finally got it right.
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night!

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do.

Drew walks by me.
Can he tell that I cant breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be.

She better hold him tight,
Give him all her love,
Look in those beautiful eyes,
And know she's lucky, cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star,
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do.

So I drive home alone.
As I turn out the light,
I'll put his picture down,
And maybe get some sleep tonight.

Cause he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart,
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do.

He's the time taken up,
But there's never enough.
And he's all that I need to fall into.

Drew looks at me.
I fake a smile so he won't see.

at 1:29 AM

Thursday, December 6, 2007

i survived thursday!

was a little late for a&phy class but i wasn't the only one so it's okay. and nas decided she can't wake up! zzz. and yishu too cos he reached home at 3+am soo yeah. anyway he came during our break/his ioc class and we ended up sitting with hanrong, jx, bernard, shaun!

and nas wasn't in school until biophy. ok so during biophy, we were super bored lah. the three of us. yishu googled dr xu's name & wangbaoshuang :D HAHAHA. and dr xu turned out to be some super super pro guy who received his phd in 1997 or something. he's got lots of qualifications ok. and wangbaoshuang also. I. AM. IMPRESSED.

bsbm test was alright. dr e moved me up to sit on a random seat beside hanrong & mark.

maths was zzz. split pbl stuffs to do and SHE postponed the deadline to monday :D haaaaaa. had break which we spent laughing and doing funny stuffs at fc1 :D:D lecture was torturous and i'm super sleepy then.

did crs after school for tmr. we stayed back to do bsbm report but yishu didn't do... so he just accompanied us on our laughing fits. laughed A LOT... over everything and anything. stayed in school until pretty late. didn't manage to finish the report but we're pretty close to finishing:D

I DIDN'T GO TO THE CHALET.
:(
and i so wanted to go. very very very badly :( gnna meet up with aaron & people next week! and leonard too cos his ipod is with me (STILL).

i think i'm happy that it's the end of the week soon that's why i'm laughing this much. heh.

at 10:09 PM

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

woke up really early today. couldn't sleep on the bus, AGAIN. it irks me cos the 30minutes of napping time is important to start my day.

i'm being super cranky these few days.

watched two weeks notice at the media viewing room during the 2-hour break time. it was nice :) UNTIL some assholes decide to come and make a whole lot of noise BEHIND US. pissed me off big time. i so wanted to scream and yell at them but i didn't cos if i got into trouble yishu would probably be the first to fight with them.. because he's the only guy lah. so. really man. go to hell.

there's like a BSBM test tmr.
PBL, BSBM report due friday. and CRS presentation on friday.

barely started on report. pbl is half done and i'm so not prepared for CRS. AND. i have yet to start studying BSBM.

i have no idea if i can go to the itmc chalet which i wanted to go to so badly. =/ sorry aaron & yangping but i'll try my best okay.

my mum & dad are leaving tmr :( and i wanna go home.

at 5:07 PM

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

going to school today was simply a waste of time. seriously. our dear lecturer didn't know what to do with the freaking software so we just played around with it but it ain't fun. AT ALL.

SHOULD HAVE PONNED.

i rubbed my eye today because i forgot i was wearing contacts! :( and it was lost for abit and my eye hurt like crazy. yishu & nas were helping me to see if it was still there but it wasn't! O.O panicked cos i still can feel it there and i thought it went up on the eyelid. but i found it in the end la. thank god.

went out with parents after school. it was okay. we were supposed to go town but we went down to chinatown instead cos my aunt wanted to go there -.-

my momma just dried my hair for me using the hair dryer.
:D:D

school is such a bummer and i so can't wait for holidays to come.

at 11:28 PM

Monday, December 3, 2007

HEY.

so.
i guess it's time i start a new blog.

time for some of the memories to be shared. time for stories to be told.

bridesmaid for cousin's wedding on saturday:D
she glowed and radiated happiness i swear! and she looked super super pretty!
it was kinda a grand affair.
had 3 hours of sleep before waking up at 4am for preparation and the house was like a mad house. reached home at about 1am. shall elaborate with photos and stuff the next time.

sherwin & gang went to sentosa today.
I AM JEALOUS COS I WANNA GO.

gonna go out with parents tmr!:D

at 11:36 PM