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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

i don't know why i tire myself out & not get enough rest. all the time.

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Tuesday, April 29, 2008



HAHAHHAHHA. took this before i got it cut shorter? i totally forgot about this photo! so yeah. my cousin took it :D


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the weather over the weekend was super duper good for the beach!
:(
i spent it at home? ._. saddddddd.

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monday was really tiring. lessons from 8am to 9.30 pm. that's 13.5 hours spent in school omg. and we only had 1.5hours break for the whole day.
crazy, huh?

gems was fun! donglin said the sweetest thing! :D:D:D:D:D:D:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD it made me so happy the whole day! :D

metbio chem was insane, seriously. i was freaking out because it was 11 and we have to submit the assignment but we have yet to compile everything! O.O 1 hour is short to complete a project/presentation okay.
and there's this syndrome where people have excess ATP to use but it's not utilised so heat energy is produced from the inside of your body!
I THINK I HAVE IT. HOWHOWHOWHOWHOWWWW. you know how sometimes my face's really really red? O.O

practical was alright but i think dr e have to stop taking me as example? like hello. i can't sing for nuts. and neither will i sing on top of the bukit timah hill yeah? ._. we did ECG!

sitting in for diploma plus lesson with andrea & nic was fun! alot of revision & there's new stuffs which we'll learn next sem so i'm hoping it's useful! :)
kidnies. HAHAHHAHAHHAHHAAAAAA.


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i woke up feeling tired!
that's what you get after a long monday and 5 hours of sleep.


but i got hyper soon! haha! like, after environmental science. *ahemahemahemahem*
:D
justina asked where do i get my energy from because i sleep so late & i'm high like, all the time. haha! i really have no idea :/ it's pretty weird so maybe it's the syndrome thing ._. but i do feel tired! when the energy's used up! lol.

metbio prac was a new experience i guess.
we got andrea to provide us with saliva for samples! HAHA. it's not as gross as it sounds. it's quite tedious though. lots to do!

yishu came! :D:D nas couldn't make it but andrea, bernard, clement (ABC. HAHAHAH!) & nicholas joined us! talked and yeah, sometimes the stuffs he say makes me want to whack him hard. especially this afternoon. thank god it was alright after that.
but still, it was really nice to meet up! :D

he sent me home! so nice right!!
haha. i waited for the bus with him and yakked nonstop with alot of you-know-whats and i've-to-tell-you-somethings.

bumped into duc! ended up chatting for a bit.
:D


i feel so happy today!
:D:D:D:D:D

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Sunday, April 27, 2008

friday was great!

i met fannydarling twice! :D and i had botak jones for lunch with andrea & hanrong :D
it reminds me of the usual people and how we used to meet ever so often? but not anymore due to clashing schedules and all the school stuffs... it's not easy to gather all 7 of us isn't it? sigh.

subway for dinner again! :D with yp. he stupidly cut the roof of his mouth. it's pretty bloody. tc kay :)

bumped into carine! :D:D haven't seen her in ages! it was really nice :) made me recall the first-3-months memories. lollll.


i had a lazy weekend. seriously.
as you can tell, i'm not in a blogging mood. haha. monday tmr! :)

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Thursday, April 24, 2008

i had an afternoon nap today! :D:D
i was so, so, so tired out even though it wasn't a long day (12.30 dismissal which rocks plus she let us go earlier because WE WERE DAMN NOISY.)
sleep debt, obviously. late nights & early mornings. sigh.

i had subway today! :D:D:D with yangping. and we bought takeaway for soon. he said i made his day! :D yay. yp too lah, but whatever. lol.


***


the past few days were super fun!


met up with hannbin & haiyuan on tuesday! :D
had tea/ chill out & catch up session with bin first before haiyuan joined us. had starbucks! woooohhhhhh. he gave me some of his oreo cheesecake. jealous right. nyehnyehnyeh. haha! AND he lent me his dance jacket. and like, suddenly i just recalled 2b21's attempt to get a class jacket but it failed? yeah. shall try to suggest it again!

haiyuan's botak! LOLOLLLL. i can't stop laughing okay.
i learnt new stuffs!
we had dinner twice! thai express & asian delight! i love tom yum & xiao long baos. mmmhmm.
:D

hy sent me home while bin went for tuition.
it was great, as you can tell :D


***


nats x-country. i went, of course.
i experienced alot of emotions, i think. shan't elaborate much.

i skipped lunch, got drenched in the rain, waited for his team talk to be done only to see him for that 10minutes, reached home at like, 9.30 utterly shagged & starved.

the things i do, right?

i'm really proud of him:) he ran well and did his best for the last time. despite all the expectations from everyone, doing your best is what that matters. the rest doesn't.
hopefully you'll cheer up soon.


***


you know how it awful it is to feel that you're being taken for granted?
it sucks, especially so if the person's important to you.
i know i shouldn't care too much. but sometimes you just can't help it, you know?

***

the other day i asked my aunt if she added sodium chloride to my soup.
like,what the heck right. she just gaped at me while my brother snorted into his soup.
omg.
i sound sooooo geeky.


***


i love pathology!
:D
i don't mind the 3hour long lesson! HAHAHHHHHH.

i sound super duper geeky now.

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Monday, April 21, 2008

school was awesome!
i woke up feeling really high & energetic. really rare, considering it's school and it's monday. need i say more? haha. gems was pretty fun, i guess. and metbio too. the whole point is that i really enjoyed school today!
:D

yeah.
i was super high. IDK WHY!! i just kept laughing & laughing! it was insane? i have no idea where all the excess energy comes from either. no, it's not sugar rush. i had kfc for lunch. and yes, i know i'm not supposed to eat kfc but whatever.

during practical i was really tiredddddd. after effects of flu medicine sucks. seriously. and the teacher kept mumbling to herself? like, huh? yeah okay. i wore my new labcoat! happy happy! :D


helped dawei out for something. even though i was really tired and all. but it's okay.
bought godbro's socks for his nats on wednesday too! :D bought him black socks this time round. hopefully it'll give him a confidence boost. haha. it was really nice catching up and everything :)


anyway.
i just got off the phone with my mom & dad! :)

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Saturday, April 19, 2008


happy birthday bin!
my super multi-talented bestie!
:D:D
thank you, for everything. and i mean e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g.


after the midnight phonecall and all, i think you know what i want to say!
xoxoxooxoxox


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i think this is damn damn damn funny!





:D
he's awesome!

*******

went to see my family doctor today. bro treated me to lunch after that cos i accompanied him to do his medical checkup & x-ray. we waited for ages at sata! :x

i slept the entire afternoon :)

dinner @ nihon mura. the food's pretty good, i think, for what you're paying. haha. didn't eat much because of my lousy appetite. stupid. being sick makes me unable to enjoy good food which is DAMN RETARDED.

shit, i have yet to start on my anatomy datasheet.
kay, nvm. bye

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Friday, April 18, 2008

i'm freaking sick and i should probably be sleeping right now.

nevermind.

hanging out at weijay's house was fun! even though i was pretty dead and all, i still enjoyed it :) definitely made my day loads better. his computer KICKS ASS, i tell you. lol and he looks super cute in his family photo! ahha.

got my new labcoat from nus & the baby robbins too!
met fanny and like, i croaked to her. yeah, i sounded that horrible. still do but whatever. raspy man voice hehehhehehh.


sherwin, pls don't be mad already. i promise you, tmr. really.

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Thursday, April 17, 2008

caught street kings yesterday with nas & yishu! :D
the movie was fantastic! the plot's awesome, the effects were great, the actors were damn good. it's amazing if someone can shoot THAT well. haha. so, everyone should just pay 6bucks to watch the show at the cinema. seriously. you won't get the full effect if you watch it at home!
i'd give it a 4.5/5.
yes, it's that good.


i think i caught a virus. i have sore throat/cough/flu. ew.


school today was yadayadayada. but i had class with nas! soooooooooo happy! :D i was so not listening in class okay? plus, we met our tutor who is really funny! he's damn witty and everything! :D school was o-kay, i guess.

what made me happy was that i went back to nanhua! :D
they had elections for exco. can't say who got the most though. confidential! and mrs lim was damn cute! :) aaron joined yp & i afterwards and we talked and crapped in the canteen, laughed at people. haha. then aaron left & liwen met us at clementi! had dinner at sumo house. ziyi & yeeching (?) came! we can't stop laughing!
:D:D

i'm scalded myself on the hot pipes.
am i good or what?

i sound like shit now.

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Tuesday, April 15, 2008




as introduced by yishu.
hilarious!

got my contacts, like finally. hahha. i wore specs today! very nerdy.

early dismissal tmr! :D
can't wait. i dread tmr's first lesson.

today was. idk. boring? was feeling pretty good & bubbly earlier on but it subsided i guess. even practical was xian, i swear! pipetting. and more pipetting?


OHH i met my gems teacher! last sem's! i think he's very very nice! cool teacher. haha. i can't believe he remembers our names still! :D:D very happy. lol. his presentation skills are fantabulous okay. seriously i think i had the most fun in gems :)


late lunch at fc4. bumped into wt.
HELLO? can you not ask me stupid questions? -rolls eyes. thankyou. once and for all, no, I'M NOT ATTACHED.


met up with yishu cos he's taking 185. accompanied and walked him to jj.
went home.
bumped into a sec school friend with his gf ._.

my dog misses me.
i feel guilty.

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Monday, April 14, 2008

hello world.

well. first day of school wasn't as bad as i expected.
gems early in the morning with donglin was pretty okay :) feels like sec4 when we used to sit beside each other. lol. anyway it was a nice surprise that glenn's in the same gems too. same class. hahah.

new students in the class. nas in cardiac. we bumped into each other and we started screaming! ahah! like damn happy okay! :D:D and i couldn't recognise jx! and eh. metbio seems... boring? idk! i hope not.

the class is quite squeezy with around 50 students =x

met up with nas and yishu! :D:D:D lunch! ahha. didn't get to eat though. freshies flooded the place? and my break's only 30minutes, which is very short for an 8-5.30 day. passed nas her belated birthday present! :D

haematology's supposed to be fun. i hope practicals will be more... enjoyable. haha. and practical's very (idk how to describe it insert any appropriate word here.) and i have to get my fingers pricked SEVEN times. on 4 fingers though. can choose. and i put plasters and drew smiley faces HAHAHHAHA. so random.

ooh i hiccuped during prac -.-



dinner with duc and yangping. it was damnnnnn fun? kinda. and duc's really damn warm blooded. hahaha. his girlfriend! we had kfc's family feast lol.
they won. haha.

ookay i'm so so so so so tired. 4 hours of sleep kay? what do you think. AND MAN U WON. ahahahhaha. plus plus! my right contact cracked in my eye. and my left one tore in my eye. what the heck man. stupid.

i had dinner 2x today._.

okay gdnight everyone!

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Sunday, April 13, 2008

i just went to talk to my maid. she's going back already.
she's on her way to the aiport now.
i feel sad.
because i think i'm not gnna see her again! like it feels so freaking unreal okay?
i feel regret.
because i think i could have been nicer.

i think it's very sudden.

i think i'll miss her even though i don't see her THAT much.
i don't know.

at least i managed to see her before she went off?

i hate separations.



i stayed up for goodbye.

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i'm thankful for friends like...


haiyuan
who replied my text when he woke up in the middle of the night, like asap. and for all the late night chats when i felt on-top-of-the-world high or when i'm feeling awful. i know i can't thank you enough for this. thank you for talking to me even though you're really really tired. and you have no idea how much you made my day when you say talking to me gives you energy! thanks for offering to send/deliver me supper when i said i'm hungry late at night. you're damn sweet and you deserve someone as sweet, or even sweeter :)


yangping
for letting me call you kong ba pao. lol, kidding. thank you for waiting for me! like all the time because i always wake up late (it's still holiday for me, okay.) and for accompanying me a lot, for instance when i've a bad craving for kfc and especially when i don't feel like going home! plus, for walking me home although your feet hurts. for laughing at me when i climbed the gate or when i trip (all the time). for putting up with all the bimbo nonsense(seriously). ummmm. and for sharing all the nice movies and songs! :) ninininini! HAHHAHAH.


alex
whom i've only seen for about 5 times in my entire life. really. thanks so, so much for actually listening to me rant about stuffs until 3+ in the morning. i think you're very very very and extremely nice to me despite the meeting for <5 times fact. and thank you for the other times for bothering with the my most random stupid stuffs, e.g. cockroaches, blood, homosexuals, lizards, pranks etc. thank you! :)



:)


i think i'm drifting apart with some of my friends? i don't know why. haven't talked to you guys in ages.. you guys know who you are.

le sigh.

it's 4.20am and i should be in bed hours ago but whatever.
school's starting SOON, like in approximately 28hours. what the heck. i think my bio clock's very screwed up and i don't see any effort from me to change it back to normal.

i'm hungry, i think.
bye.
gdnight.

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Thursday, April 10, 2008



i love rihanna's new song! it's definitely a change from umbrella and shut up & drive but i think it's much nicer :)


alright. been pretty busy these few days!


accompanied yp to cmpb yesterday and security was really tight. being my first time there, idk what to do and ended up looking really noobish. seriously. went to queensway after that cos he wanted to get his squash racket a new grip.

took 198 down to ac and met weijay on 196 because we switched bus! fated to meet :D everyone ended up late -.- so typical. the people who came: yp, weijay, mok, zuhui, audrey, sa and itchy. dinner @ sumo house. talked, joked and laughed like crazy over stupid stuffs.

sa's damn damn skinny now.
i miss the usual people alot.


went back to nanhua today! :D
I TORE MY CONTACTS. 3rd time. am i good or what?

met kj at clementi! and winston at nanhua! :D

aaron gf came to meet yp and i at central and we walked there! i really miss the whole school thing. and yes, i think i regretted my choice to go to poly. stop harping on how fantastic and fun jc is, because i know it is. so, shut up already.

nh canteen food's the best. have never gotten sick of the food. like, seriously. my school now has 6 food courts and everytime lunch time comes, idk what to eat. everything's boring.

i digressed too much.

so we went for cca.
everyone's soooo tall now! some of them used to be shorter than me okay? then now? omg.

we talked to rachel for abit about how things are like and then we got the upper sec members to stay back. it was kind of a dialogue session? at first i was pretty nervous about their response to us because we graduated already and like, what if they think we're meddling? yeah.

but it ended up being okay :D:D thank god. their response was much better than expected and i hope that this session knocked some sense into them. i hope what we did help. i hope the situation improves. i hope everyone's more committed. i hope everyone enjoys coming to cca. i hope whatever i said make sense. i'm so scared & worried because idk some of the new members. idk.

where the heck is my self esteem right.

anyway.
i think we were pretty harsh on them but it has to be done.
sigh.

so, like, after that yp, aaron and i hung out at the canteen for quite some time because it rained! and some of the juniors as well :D until *ahemmisssbanahemmmmmmm* chased us out. lol. we got damn high and everything! damn fun and crazy! :D

had so much fun lah. seriously. and i got to know more juniors because i go around talking to them when yp talked to the exco! :D:D and during the canteen thing! and there's this damn cute boy. omg. if i want another younger brother, i want him to be like that! lol. serious!!

okay, i think this is a very long post. me love itmc. goodnight.

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Tuesday, April 8, 2008

HELLO!

haven't been blogging alot recently because i'm too lazy! haha.

so. anyway, i met up with fanny darling yesterday! :D it was so, so fun. and she looks really girlish now compared to last time! and we went to town because we wanted to shop for school! haha. we wanted to get a bag but in the end, we got way more stuffs than that lol. and yesterday was the only time i bought so much stuffs from FEP. probably the last too.

had lunch/ dinner at thai express at city link! and we had tons of fun people watching. we saw this couple quarrel and this guy WALKED AWAY? damn gay. how can a guy do that right?! RIGHT!? super mean. what a loser.

anyway we wanted to get jco donuts but the queue was super long? trashed donut factory like totally okay? haha. go indo! for you guys who don't know, jco's an indo company! :D back in indo i have it every other day. and i'll eat 2 or 3 at a go! haha. it's THAT good.

bumped into clement!
and his jco donuts. lol.

after walking around marina, we had starbucks! idk why but java chip frapuccino's a must when we meet up! lol. talked and chatted. caught up. took bus back to clementi together and made a whole lot of noise which probably irritated everyone in the bus.

saw duc but he walked superly fast and i couldn't catch up with him -.-

:D:D:D:D:D

damn damn happy!

***

rained today. so stupid.
i hate rainy days when i have plans?

finished a book today!

kay i'm lazy. byeeeeee.


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everyone! go to freerice.com and do your part!
:D
i donated 20200 rice grains already!

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Thursday, April 3, 2008

stayed home on tuesday & wedneday.
lousy.
lousy.
lousy.

had peer mentoring training yesterday and today! didn't expect to enjoy it that much but it ended up really fun! i LOVE games/ icebreakers. we played the um-chi-chi game! and it really brought back memories of playing that in jj canteen when we skipped chinese lessons!

yeah. so other than games we had workshops too, which was good, i think :) i did the speed reading one! and i won 2 stress balls cos i was fastest :D:D hahaha. i don't really like doing the worksheets.. even though i'm not that good. it's tedious & boring. and i kind of feel inferior to some of those whose grasps of english are damn good. but nevermind!

i made friends:):) thank god for friendly people. i so need to learn to interact and initiate a conversation! too daooooo.


***


it rained like super heavily yesterday!
this is so random.
OOH i saw park dashing across the road. lol.


and i fetched hannbin bestie from jp cos he's having dinner at my house. yepp. and then like we met his junior on the bus who of course, gave him this what-are-you-doing-with-her look.. heck. kay actually he was supposed to come on wednesday! and my aunt cooked ALOT but he fell sick. soulmates k. like sick together. lol.

dinner was funny and pretty weird.
because my aunt went back to indo for qing ming! and she likes hannbin ALOT, really.

i love chatting and just hanging out with him! :D

:D


***


i went to the library today, activated my account and borrowed books! made me feel happy because i haven't been reading for a very long time. and i l-o-v-e reading. yeah, bookworm. whatever.

thanks yp for accompanying me! i think i'm damn troublesome ._. and i should stop having the i-don't-wanna-go-home feeling! yeah. thanks for accompanying me again :D

***

i spent an hour yesterday trying to talk sense into a cca junior.
it makes me sad to see him so unhappy with the cca and stuff. like, very kek sim you know.. i don't know if i helped but i hope i did. and i know i stepped down a long long long long time ago and i probably should let the present exco members handle this but i coudn't help it.

very sad.

i hope he becomes more positive.


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i missed the usual people outing which kinda flopped today. changing day for outings soon! i so miss hanging out with them!

kay i think the entry's very long and wordy so i shall stop here!

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