even though saving you sends me to heaven.

Thursday, January 31, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOFU!

pls stop losing weight okay! :) and takecare loads. i'll see u soon next week:)

will have fun the next time we meet!

***

just got off the phone with my dad. and he told me to sleep more and eat properly.
i was like thinking, shit, how does he know?

haha.

slacked around at home until 3plus. went to meet yp at pioneer mall. he didn't go to school cos of his swelling. tc yeah? :) if not i call your mother!
he was supposed to teach me statistics! but the stuffs we learnt differ so...

a lot of funny things happened.

maths tmr. last paper!
no motivation though. really. and no mood.

i don't know what to think. =/

at 9:21 PM

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

nicholas is talented okay.

the mulan dragon on bsbm notes!

my pencil case with a halo!

all!

gingerbread man loves gingerbread woman!

nas had these really cute clips! :D photos above.

okay so i went down to MI to watch jj vs mi's rugby match. yp asked me first before winston asked but winston wants our support! so i went :) audrey went too! :D

yp woke me up O.O from my nap. ahhhhhh. and i met jiaying and peixian on 174 on the way to westmall! :D bought subway cookies :D

the match was not bad. i think like the jj team did very well on the whole. and winston's damn power! the way he pushed everyone and flung them off. woo. i'm shocked at the violence really. and yeah, people are right, it's the man-liest game of all. haha. very brutal? but they were good! score 25-7. jj won! :D

went to jp to meet bro! and i met hewlett on the bus! :D
met duc:D
had fish&co. for dinner and i treated bro cos he did well for o's. :D and i'm broke now. BAH.
he's leaving for indo tmr :/
i need to sleep. and sherwin owes me icecream.

at 11:28 PM

i caught 27 dresses on monday! with nas and yishu :D:D it's damn nice! haha. and katherine heigl is super pretty and james marsden's charming as hell. we had starbucks after that. chillout. haha. and i kinda like embarass myself but not really? extra whipped cream yay.
oh yeah i tripped like 5times and i scalded my hand on monday.
=x

studied with nas yesterday. in school at pondok. she brought food for me! :D:D
and i met yp for dinner at some food village but the food was not bad! haha.

slept for about 2hours cos i seriously am procrastinator. i should stop mugging last minute! and like the test was ... and i think all my answers are short. it freaks me out to see shameer writing pages and pages of essays. its like he never stops writing?
i hope i did okay.

half the class failed PBL or sth. it's damn funny.
what the heck right. yeah, exactly.

i'm so not prepared for maths.
and i'm tired so i shall sleep.
BYE!

at 12:33 PM

Sunday, January 27, 2008

today was fun!

woke up early? okay. actually not. about 10+ after receiving carol's sms.

went down to westmall for lunch with carol & aaron. i think i scared him off. seriously. HAHA. okay. actually the whole thing is pretty funny. but HE ASKED FOR IT. and yeah, i read your blog already dude. i dont care if you have karate black belt or 8pec or whatsoever.. you hurt her, you get it from me. and many others.

that aside, i think you're quite nice:)
and you guys looked super cute together.

yeah.

make me feel so odd la.

but heck.
we went to sherwin's house! the new one. damn wulu and far but not that bad. haha.

his pink graphic calculator:

didn't study much lol. but fun:) watched part of bratz with carol cos i told her it was nice but she kept clicking links so we keep going to other pages. and we need to reload the videos again. lol. blur la she.

sherwin was being nice and mean at the same time. we kept squabbling but it's normal i guess. he gave us this super cute pen! :) and he cooked water for us lol. for his last cup noodle which was supposed to be his supper.
so sweet right:D

passed him his bday present! belated but nevertheless, a present. haha. so happy that he likes it! :D yay:D

we went to eat bak chor mee afterwards at railway mall. it's damn damn damn damn good. super yummy! :D and nice sherwin helped us to queue and buy the noodles. :D and then he accompanied us to wait for bus :D so nice okayy.

have the feeling hes more grown up. hehe.

okay i got my candy floss! like finally. but it's not that nice. it's hard and not fluffy. and im sad cos its not nice. and it tastes kinda weird.
:(
sigh.
i bought two somemore.
:(
sad.

at 10:43 PM

Saturday, January 26, 2008

first things first.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIJAY :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

the usual people/ friday people/WSSMTJS loves you! and we wish you all the best okay? :) most of us, okay 6/7 of us are guys so they can't really like say a lot of sweet stuffs and wishes to you. so, um. basically we care alot for you yeah. and like this friendship means alot to us:D

***

random stuffs:

you know you're loved when your dog jumps into your lap and gave you the "where did you go? i missed you" look when you just saw each other 10minutes ago.

you know you've made a difference when your junior said you've inspired them. (no, it's not aaron. it's someone i'm not that close to. really.)

:D

was in a pretty lousy mood the whole day yesterday.. since thursday night. =/

i talked to hannbin! last night. he said he'll always have time for me, which is like so, so sweet. yeah. talked for quite abit :D and when i heard his voice i felt like crying. yeah. i think i can look/ sound like crap and cry like noone's business in front of him and he won't judge me that's why. he'll just wipe my tears away and try to make me laugh & cheer up.

it's no wonder we stayed quite close right.
unspoken care.
:D
i'm thankful i still have friends like that :D

not to forget...

nas, for the sweet sms:D thanks!! and sorry for making u worried :( i'm okay now! :)

yishu, for feeling obliged to layan me! sorry sorry. and thanks for accompanying me online and listening to my ramblings and rantings. thanks:D

haiyuan, for being there:)

sherwin, same to you:)

carol, and you too, despite being busy with HIM :)

yp, :)

to those who tried and cared, thanks too :D

***

i think i'm damn pro because i've been waking up feeling sick yesterday and today. and i had kfc and bing tiao yesterday. and potato chips. and cookies.

and i keep sneezing & coughing.

and feeling cold.

i so need an elder bro.

at 3:47 PM

Friday, January 25, 2008

thank you li haiyuan for hearing me out :D
and for staying up with me!
very touched. haha..

i'm sorry i made u miss school today =/

thanks to the rest who tried to make me smile :D

at 7:29 PM

Thursday, January 24, 2008

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BAH.

:(

at 10:57 PM

okay. 2 papers down, 2 left :)

chem was pretty okay. not so much of calculations and more of theory.. the paper was do-able i guess. and the night before the paper yishu & i were writing a poem! HAHA. talk about sense of urgency. and i can really say that yishu has a talent in writing :) while nas is damn good at drawing! :)

bsbm was ... i don't know what to say. and isn't the structure of adenosine triphosphate more of cell biology? wth. the bsbm notes didn't really provide info on that.. tsk. whatever la. anyway i'm glad it's done. and yishu came in late and whn he sat down he smiled a really spastic smile and i can't help but control my laughter. lol. and nas was stressing damn badly before paper! it's over now so :D okay nas.

so.
i crashed jj on wed. not rlly crash.. just go in and stuffs. haha.. met alot of people! mai, duc, may ching, zeng wei, leow wei xiang, bee ping, mc, ... made up some stupid story lol. quite fun lah.. and like friends are supposed to turn up when they are supposed to.

lepak-ed for a bit after paper today. then nas went home cos shes feeling sick. tc :D get well soon! and then the 2 of us went to clementi mac. cos i'm supposed to wait for yp & juniors. met audrey! and aaron GF! :D plus liwen and adelaine.

o levels results. not bad :D all my juniors did super well and i'm so so so so proud of them all! :) don't be disheartened and stuff okay, cos u all did damn well already! and my bro too :D
congrats everyone!

took 185 together with yangping and saw fangyong plus his girl.

okay.
i'm feeling bored and xian and kinda down.
and i sighed. (nas and yishu, you know what that means...
:(
:(
:(

at 9:56 PM

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

BEFORE I FORGET,

THANKS WONG YANG PING FOR THE SHIRT :D:D:D:D
RLLY RLLY RLLY GRATEFUL!

THANKS NAS&YISHU FOR PUTTING UP WITH MY LAUGHS/ CRAZINESS TODAY:D:D:D

P.S. I SAW STEPH TODAY, AND KAIYING AND YUNIAN:D AND THEY'RE ALL GROWN UP!

at 2:19 AM

HELLO EVERYONE!
I'M FEELING HIGH NOW. AND I'VE BEEN FEELING LIKE THIS SINCE LAST NIGHT AND IT'S CRAZY COS I'M DAMN HYPER.

I THINK IT'S TOO MUCH ADRENALINE.

I DIDN'T GET THE PRE-EXAMS JITTERS/ PANIC BEFORE PAPER SHIT.

DIDNT REALLY STUDY FOR CHEM, THINK I'M TAKING IT TOO EASILY. I NEED TO FREAK OUT AND MUG FOR BSBM RIGHT.

I STILL FEEL HIGH.
AND I LAUGH A LOT TODAY.

TOO DAMN HIGH.

at 1:52 AM

Sunday, January 20, 2008

went to meet tofu to study today! and fanny came to join us later on! :D
damn fun okay.
i think we were too distracted and excited to study. so in the end we talked quite a bit BUT we did study too la.

i met xavier.

and i met haiyuan to pass him the medicine :D HELLO.

start of exams tmr.
a&p chem at 6pm WTH. like damn late okay? and i think i'm not ready! i havent really studied yet!

sense of urgency please please please come now!

good luck everyone!
:D

it'll be over soon!:D

at 10:28 PM

Saturday, January 19, 2008

friday was :D

so after the CRS test we lepak-ed at pondok again :D and talked.. and nas was trying to do her chem! and we watched youtube vids and listened to songs :D

went to meet carol, sherwin and nigel at je :D:D:D

we.. attempted to study.

audrey joined us and then we were so freaking hungry that we asked jim to meet us at imm straight away. lol. we had pepper lunch! very nice okay :D jim came! and.. we met jack! with his parents. HELLO JACK! :D ummmmm and leonard came to say hi when hes out on a date yeah. haha. HELLO LEONARD:D

it was damn nice to chat and desiao around like we always do.. haha..

***

sherwin: joke. joke.

sherwin: tsktskstsktsktsktsktsktsktsktsktsktsktsk .

audrey: glares.

***

nigel: (at je library open lift door) WE ARE FROM JJ! *clap clap*

carol, sherwin, sacha: O.O

***

haha. inside joke!

:D

i was like sherwin's nanny or something ok.
bah.

we had icecream at jec:D okay only sherwin & i but i was so supposed not to eat it =x and neither was i supposed to eat fish&co. or pepper lunch. ah heck.

took a group photo!

carol, me & aud:D

yay. cant believe we knew each other since sec1. ahhah. and sherwin is a lousy photographer ok. zzz. then again, maybe it's because he was so busy eating his strawberry mcflurry.

i left early cos i need half an hour to get home =/

was waiting for 181 when i met keith/ mr squash captain. HELLO:D

i'm freaking happy for carol! even though i say i'm jealous and stuff (i really am!) but you know, you 2 are damn sweet and i have to meet him soon! hahah. me and audrey! CAROL ,WE MUST MEET SOON! (and by we, u know who must be there right.)

***

we had conference! as in nas, yishu and i! very fun okay! haha. cos nas was feeling sedih but shes better :D and we talked about a lot of stuffs and like they keep bullying me!

talked till like 2+

i slept and yixuan (!) called me at 5.19am. O.O she said tht she pressed some buttons accidentally. lol.

***

okay, the very nice song i'm hooked to now!

craig david's officially yours:D

at 1:01 PM

Thursday, January 17, 2008

hi. ok.

on wed i went to school for chem, got back my last chem test which i thought i screwed but i ended up faring okay :) printed past year papers for chem and thanks peixuan, wynn & mark for helping! :D

went down to jj to meet soon and yangping! :D HAHAH. i ended up late :( sorry sorry! and i didnt tell anyone im going back la.. but i met quite a few people. i met fendy! orang indo! ahha. andd they waited for me at the wrong bus stop la. -.- met qings and wei also! and keith! cool right.

we had subway! :D

studied after tht at the library and i was coughing, feeling hot & cold and having a headache :( this is how u know you're gnna fall sick soon. haha. did 1 past year paper and went to get green tea AND I CANT FIND CANDY FLOSS.

today, i finally dreamt of something nice! compared to the last 2 times.

went to school early to lepak at pondok with nas and yishu! haha. we just talked and talked and time flies damn fast! bsbm was a waste of time lah. wth. got back our first quiz FINALLY. -.-

the three of us went to eat good food at jp! :D:D:D

yishu got this nice pair of grey berms :D and nas contemplated getting pointy shoes but she didnt! studied afterwards again. at the library cafe.. nas did her chem! jiayou nas :D:D:D:D:D:D

walked around the pasar malam and couldnt find my candy floss :(

AND TODAY WHEN I WALKED HOME I SAW THIS COCKROACH. I WANNA CRY :(

at 8:49 PM

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

there are times when you hope dreams really don't come true.
this is one of the times.

why.
why.

我很怕

at 10:11 PM

we had gems! final ICA and last EPI lesson.
had to do a business lunch thing! the guys are sexist so they made me a secretary. jx's my boss! haha. mateen is glenn's boss and xavier's the waiter.
our gems group rock so much okay!

we had all the food and cutleries and everything.

PHOTOS!

me, jx, xavier, glenn & mateen.

formal shot! but jx & glenn took off their ties already =x

casual :D

they looked damn ....

thank god xavier didnt give me the mashed up mango pudding. it was really nice by the way!

the guys drinking the milk/fake soup. thanks xavier for drinking mine :D

whatcha looking at, bitches!

they bullied the prof!

MY boss -.-

i really enjoyed gems this semester even though it's freaking early in the morning on mondays. will miss everyone! and i cant believe we're all from year1 cos everyone looks so pro ok. and i feel damn nub. haha.

the mock exam sucked and jap test was okay even though i studied for it that very day. thank you nas & yishu for accompanying me all the way till 5+ love you two! :D

met up with yangping after jap. had dinner together and did unglam things. talked and chatted and he made remarks which made me doubt his sexuality (KIDDING!) but seriously. kinda scary though. haha. and he's my sister! and meeting up for dinner and stuff reminds me of the itmc days! so huai nian okay.. took the same bus home!

and weirdly.. i speak in chinese more these few days =x

p.s. i love you!
MUST watch. i read the book and it was fantastic! and i like hilary swank and gerard butler! and it's coming out on valentine's day.
thanks ah.

slept the entire day today. i applaud myself. wth.

and now.. im hooked to leona lewis's bleeding love!

ha okay. bye!

at 7:30 PM

Sunday, January 13, 2008

:D

friday

school
WHEE. despite the lousy week and stuff, i'm still pretty happy with the end of the week! haha. school on friday was okay, kinda anyway. i turned up late for bsbm but everyone else was late too. lol. i went first for the reading log interview thing -.- and she freaking showed my rebuttal to the whole class and thanked the bunch whose essays got shown too. hello? like do we have a choice?!

gems meeting was screwed. we played indian poker! and i had to shout yatta! in the middle of the walkway while nas has to play arnd with rubbish bin covers and yishu had to dance in the middle of the pathway too. and bernard has to call someone:D i played my first game of dai dee and i won. HOHOHOHO. still dont get the hang of it yet though.

oc
went to clementi to meet aaron/girlfriend :D we reached arnd the same time! cool. got sweet talk and walked back to nh after changing into nh tees:D caught up! saw alot of juniors too. it feels damn nostalgic walking back into the school and walking around.. makes me kinda sad too.. then aaron had to leave! :(

the sec1s looked like they had fun:)
and the games looked freaking nice! lol. and i think i looked damn old =/

the planning was ... i refuse to comment.

it amazes me to see so many 4o3 peeps turning up! like jarrel came after his cca... there's xiaowei, wanqing, jessyca.. sherwin, nigel, kaijie, leonard... mrs lip is pregnant! :D

talked abit with bin! haha. we so need to meet up more ok!

weijay, bingqi and yp came back too! alot more came back also la. but yeah.

AND can i say im so so so proud of my juniors! :D they all end up in damn good schools la. and it feels very good to see them all again! :D hehe. and the guys who beatboxed were SUPER SUPER GOOD! :D

the dancers too!

went home with jarrel & bingqi. we saw this scary looking head of a porcelain dog on the field beside nh =x

chatted with bingqi on the bus:)

saturday

CIP
woke up early and sorry haiyuan for mumbling nonsense at night =x met up with yishu at cck and took train down and it was very xian cos we both were so tired!

the three of us, who else, nas, yishu and i :D were in charge for cleaning the windows on the first storey! and damn, the windows looked like they havent been cleaned for years.

i had to climb unstable ladders! :( and nearly fell a couple of times :( and i banged my heat on the window :(

it scares me to see yishu climbing around o.O and sorry nas for making you fall down :(

after the whole thing we felt damn good cos the windows were damn clean :D

went down to town to shop! and we slept right through the 2 bus rides. tired tired us.

shopping!
i was feeling quite not in the mood but after tht we went to fish&co. at dhoby for lunch at around 5? lol. ate good food:D

AND I FEEL ENERGIZED :D

and once again yishu got his stuff first then nas then me! it was fun! :D took bus back down to orchard.

had venezia ice cream!! good stuffs. and i cant believe the both of them have never eaten venezia icecream! we shared the 500ml pack! had mango and mint choc. super yummy and kids stared at us eating icecream. lol..

my aunt and uncle went to paktor. zzzzz.

thanks yishu for accompanying me back to boonlay:D:D:D

reached home around 11 and showered and slept.

I LOVE THE BOTH OF YOU :D
we always have good times!

at 12:29 PM

Thursday, January 10, 2008

hello people!

i had the lousiest week ever! thank god tmr's friday :)

had my last jap lesson cos next week's gnna be a test so there wont be a proper lesson. and i have to say im gnna miss the sensei cos hes super super nice. and cute okay. hes like a friendly jolly man. hes super patient with us too! ahhh. and he doesnt know if he will continue to teach so most probably im not continuing with jap.

I HAD SO MUCH FUN TODAY THOUGH.
like it's just talking with nas and yishu but it's rlly fun okay! hah. and it's during maths tutorial wth. :D and we talked abt psychology and china sl*ts. inside joke.

OC TMR:D
i cant wait!! and i cant decide if i should wear sch uni!

gnna have gems meeting tmr. actually i like kinda dread gems meeting but the group always surprises me cos we have fun during the meetings :) and theyre really jokers even though sometimes...

and omg, sp had open house today and there were so many people. so the class went thr after biophy cos we had 2 hours break! and the student facilitators or something thought im like a sec4 last year i think cos they started offering me booklets and asking me stuffs. o.O and this photographer asked if i wanted my potrait taken and printed -.-
walao.
do i look like im 17 to you!!?

im 19 this year already la!
...

and the yishu whos like 18 going on 25 didnt get asked or sth.
xian.

i saw fannydarling today! hello fanny:D

okay thats all BYE!

at 9:09 PM

Sunday, January 6, 2008

i watched this video and my blood just turned cold. and i cry. i'm not ashamed to admit this..

those people are heartless.

http://www.petatv.com/tvpopup/Prefs.asp?video=fur_farm

most of you would have received my forwarded email regarding the petition. please please please, sign it and pass it on. it would take u a few minutes but it means alot to these animals.

please help, everyone!

at 9:37 PM

Saturday, January 5, 2008

did alot of things this holiday!

i...

1. went back to indo (DUH).

2. met and caught up with my family + cousins + grandparents + relatives :D

3. found out nearly all my cousins are attached! like hello, they're all younger than me okay! only bro and i are the single ones.. and there's 5 or 6 with bf/gf. O.O

4. travelled and stayed at 6 different hotels around indo:D

so i went back on 20th. then on 22nd, 11 of us took the plane to jakarta, transit to surabaya and then, it's by car.

22 dec

the first day was kinda xian and i spent most of my time on the road sleeping.
passed by the hot mud flow though. there's walls built around it and the driver told us it's like they have to build it higher and work's done 24hours. freaking scary. i saw the steam from the car and it's really far. and the walls were very high up :( it depresses me to see natural disasters like this striking indo.. or any other parts of the world for that matter.

sigh.

the first stop was bromo! reached there at about 11pm. the wind was strong and it was freezing!

23 dec

woke up at 3am the next day so we can watch sunrise but it was raining. argh. we didn't get to see sunrise then. lousy weather.

it was so cold we had to wear layers of clothes! and beanies, gloves etc. my lil cousin looked uber cute :D

we had to take those jeep cars further up the mountain!

ian:D

on the way down...

down...

then we went up mt. bromo! had to rise horses first before u get to take stairs up. it's pretty tiring and scary when u look down =x AND I GET TO RIDE THE HORSE MYSELF. wth. if i slip, the horse and i would just tumble down and die.

i rode this horse! :D

it's a super long way up!

not at the top yet...

after tht we went to this savannah. the view is freaking awesome. you have to be there to really like go whoa.

ian!

he's damn cute right.

jojo and i!

i shot this! :D

horses!

car ride to malang. checked into tugu hotel. no 2 rooms have the same decor! the whole hotel's decor is very unique. alot of antiques around though. and the staff are very warm and friendly!

x'mas tree!

i don't know what he's doing either. lol.

it's kinda creepy.

their meeting room!

24 dec

went down to batu! stayed at this kusuma agrowisata resort which is pretty okay. quite homely. haha. and it has its own apple plantation and everything. huge place.

pink & more pink.

LOL.

i can't help that my mum's a florist. haha.

we went to this ummm event thingy with lots of lights? and petshops! they had alot of rabbits okay. like O.O and i wanted to buy everyone of them! zzzzzzzzzzz.

i want them!

don't you want it?

freaking adorable.

see the tail!

the light thingy. x'mas!

very pretty!

25 dec

x'mas! happy bday mommy! :D

we went to the apple plantation! they have alot of animals too. and i plucked apples off the tree with the stalk! lol.

aww.

i had this before! it talks k!

apple trees.

horses have raincoats too.

changed hotels again. to klub bunga. it has the most fantastic facilities! i swear. and their swimming pools are huge with indoor pools, massage therapy pools, and play pools. like for kids and there's slides and everything! and water basketball!

:D
they gave us free gelatos to welcome us!

it just kept raining and raining and raining. we went to see a waterfall! it's really magnificent. took my breath away! i forgot the name though =/ it rained damn hard when we wanted to see the waterfall and after everything everyone was soaked.

damn beautiful.

26 dec

took the car to surabaya! stayed for a night at jw mariott. THE HOTEL IS SO, SO GOOD. the bed is huge and comfy and there's lots of pillows! room service is great and efficient! we kept asking for ice cubes! lol.

27 dec

plane ride to jakarta! and it's shopping time! stayed at a super minimalist hotel.. very xian though. the decor's very uniteresting.

shopped.

28 dec

we went to ancol! and watched this 4D thing and seal show. got stuck in a jam for around 2 hours on the way back though.

more shopping!

29 dec

back to palembang! :D

5. new year eve at indo! and you know we can like set off our own fireworks! it's super super super cool! but it's dangerous lah. yeah. fireworks are really beautiful close up.

6. fell in love.. with a her.

GOTCHA! :D

on another note,
happy belated birthday sherwin lim!

you're finally a man! HHAHHAHAHA. and you're old now! be happy yeah:)

happy birthday nicholas!

:D hope that everything goes well for you this year!

at 6:35 PM