even though saving you sends me to heaven.

Sunday, August 31, 2008

exams are over! it's the best feeling ever :D:D

the freedom and liberation is like WOAH. you feet like you just throw all the burden away and like you don't have to mug anytime soon until months later!!! :D
yay!

at 1110 on friday, we were free! :D

so like we went to queenstown & then cathay. and then we bought tickets for 4bia. cut my fringe! but like no major difference, i think. and we saw yishu's sister!

seriously, the movie was disappointing? not scary. only the last one's more exciting. but the plot's predictable.. so yeah. quite funny acutally. like the camping one was damn funny!
and the girls were super pretty okayyyyyy.
not as scary as the reviews made it out to be.. and i sat beside some stranger =.=
oooh i saw alex!

ayam penyet for dinner! :D:D:D
damn awesome. the sambal damn shiok right, bernard? :D i ate a second plate of rice and like i drank my teh botol! happy happy!

the rest went home while the three of us did some major lepak-ing. alfresco starbucks :D borders. thennnnnn home.

can i emphasize again,
that it feels damn good to not have to worry about studying.
:D
:D

saturday was kinda like a family day? uhh.
went out with brother who treated me to lunch! late birthday treat and it was freaking good. good food hehhehehh. tony roma's ribs are the best!

cousin time. cousin's boyf met us. yada yada. sleepy.

my brother left for indo early this morning and i feel very very jealous cos i wanna go back too. ahhhh. like i really want! :(

nas&yishu! :D
we had lunch and this and that! basically just chilling out :D
nas has her nike humanrace! red people. i met jj and zuhui!

i feel very proud of nas.
hehe.

attachment starts tomorrow.
sleepy.
bye!

at 11:46 PM

Monday, August 25, 2008

2 papers down :D:D:D
a&phy 2 was good. gembio was alright too. ahhahah. i hope i do okay! :)

2 more to go!

at 11:47 PM

Friday, August 22, 2008

guess who?
no, it's not me.
okay, it's andrea with ahemjustinahem's eskimo jacket.

hello there, cutie :)

***

had my first paper and well, the VIP of the day didn't really came. by VIP, i meant my sense of urgency.. so yeah, i didn't really get stressed up and all ganjiong like most people do.
is that a bad thing?

the paper was pretty alright! :)

i'll mug hard for the other 3 papers ( i hope!)
and that the papers will be easy. hee.

so ernest have the powerful aura and zhuen has this bright light.
i'm gonna have glitter falling off my body as i walk.
HAHAHHAHAHA.

no, i'm not going blond as suggested by just~~aluminium~~tin.

i want to cut my hair. SIHAH!

you know, i dislike it that dbs/dbt is so elitist.
maybe it's the people i've been hanging out with or is it that i've seen too many like that?
i mean yeah, true, people don't want to lose out. they want to do well or should i say, extremely well? all this to get the 1-2 years exemption from uni, overseas scholarships and some of us aspire to be doctors/surgeons/geneticist/pathologist/haematologist/microbiologist/virologist/geneticist and etc but whatever happens to having fun when learning? now, school's about studying & regurgitating all the stuffs we memorise, not learning. yes, there is a difference. i know students study but it's becoming a freaking chore already.
some of us aim to get 3.5, some aims to get AD huh. perfect 4.0 score, numerous distinctions, certificates of merits and all the good deals that come with having an awesome certificate.
what to do.
sigh.
fyi, i'm not pointing my finger at anyone at all. it's all in general. maybe it's just this course but whatever man. way toooo competitive.

yayyyyyyyyy yishu's gnna give me an ipod sock :D:D:DDDD

at 1:58 AM

Monday, August 18, 2008

at least i've tried. and i know it's not happening!
haha. soooooo, yes.
that's the end, i guess.

i so need to study for the upcoming papers!

at 3:08 AM

Thursday, August 14, 2008

it's been sometime since a proper update. uhhhuh.

anyway, my birthday celebration was a blast! :D seriously damn damn good. hahaha
to all the friends who celebrated with me yeah. since friday night? :D all the way to sunday! awesome, right? :)

thank you, friends! :D i'm not gnna list but you guys know who you are! :D
love the cards and the one with the :| and the candy colored jacket and the bodyshop stuff and the cakes! many many thank you!
and there's still the birthday wishes from the rest! :)
i've such great friends that i feel blessed, really. and yeah, some friends come and go but some stay on. those who stayed on, you guys mean alot to me.

love you all!

***

hahah. i've about 2.5 weeks left. can i do it?
yes, i can.
i will. i must.
and i'm doing it by myself.

***

i don't have to prove anything to anyone.
now that i know, i'm not going to say anything about it but well, i know. seriously. disappointing? idk, maybe?
perhaps i don't know you that well afterall.

***

i think i should stop listening to my ipod.
some songs makes me sad. and emo.
and hell no, i don't want to be sad. stupid ipod.
sunshiney ftw! :D

***

i miss the usual people. need a gathering soon.
i miss my old close friends. those who knows no shit, don't say you're a close friend. maybe you were but are you, now?

i wanna bake and cook with nas and yishu. and watch movies. senseless chick flicks and all those that we love.

i wanna go beach with andrea and nas. and ayu. been putting this off for so long already. like before holidays it was, "let's go during hols!!" then when hols come, it was "after mst... " then now it's after mst, it's "after exams!" when exams is over, i know it's gnna be hard? we'll have itp :/ soooooooo. when when when!!!!

i wanna go back indo and slack like crazy. wake up lateeeee in the morning and eat breakfast and then lunch then tea and then dinner. eat all the super good food and drink my mum's soups. see my family, hang out at malls with my cousins. eat jco donuts like there's no tomorrow. ask ian for hugs and kisses. buy indo books and magazines. read love stories written by teenagers. watch numerous dvds and indo movies! help my grandma with her errands. sleep in the big big bed. have sundays in my gramps place for the weekly gathering. learn to drive. go to parties and invites. have sleepovers on weekends. drop my cousins off for tuitions. hang out.
i miss them.
:(

hang in there, till december.

at 10:31 PM

Saturday, August 9, 2008

"The better part of one's life consists of his friendships."
- Abraham Lincoln

i love you guys so so so much. thank you for every single thing you've done! :D all of you have made me a super happy woman (not a girl anymore ahhaha.) today. seriously. i'm much much happier than i thought i was going to be.

and you guys made my day.

love y'all!

at 11:50 PM

Sunday, August 3, 2008

i like this. hahahha.

ITP placement
got placed into quest lab with andrea, bernard & shaun :) at the main lab with all the sophisticated machines? yeah. there's shift work.. but i'm hoping the work's fun.
10$ per day. and there's work on saturday i think! ahhhh.

jigsaw
i wanna play jigsaw with yishu and we tried like twice already. msn network's being a bitch.
I NEED MY JIGSAW.

lepak
i need a lepak & hang session with nas & yishu! and shopping and movies and baking and cooking. and i've itp :( and like everyone's busy.
gsajdgashjfdafj
hate school.
and like i realise next semester i'm not gnna see nas anymore :(

dance
i dropped till my back hurts and my abs/pecs too. and my right leg..
we kinda finished the routine for rumba already and after the technique lessons i guess we're moving on to jive :)
i think looking at andrea & bernard dance makes me happy. for some reason. haha.

studies
i screwed up my test. like the language used is omgly bad okay. eucaryotic mRNA is ______. it can be anything ok. wtheck.
whatever la. hate gembio.

"I do not care what car you drive. Where you live. If you know someone who knows someone who knows someone. If your clothes are this year’s cutting edge. If your trust fund is unlimited. If you are A-list B-list or never heard of you list. I only care about the words that flutter from your mind. They are the only thing you truly own. The only thing I will remember you by. I will not fall in love with your bones and skin. I will not fall in love with the places you have been. I will not fall in love with anything but the words that flutter from your extraordinary mind. "

-Extraordinary Mind by Andre Jordan.

i think this is very meaningful. mmhmm. it's a painting anyway.

i hope, i really hope that the sunshine will be back soon.
no more perpetual dark clouds, no more eeyore.

at 5:40 PM