it's been sometime since a proper update. uhhhuh.

anyway, my birthday celebration was a blast! :D seriously damn damn good. hahaha
to all the friends who celebrated with me yeah. since friday night? :D all the way to sunday! awesome, right? :)

thank you, friends! :D i'm not gnna list but you guys know who you are! :D
love the cards and the one with the :| and the candy colored jacket and the bodyshop stuff and the cakes! many many thank you!
and there's still the birthday wishes from the rest! :)
i've such great friends that i feel blessed, really. and yeah, some friends come and go but some stay on. those who stayed on, you guys mean alot to me.

love you all!



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hahah. i've about 2.5 weeks left. can i do it?
yes, i can.
i will. i must.
and i'm doing it by myself.


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i don't have to prove anything to anyone.
now that i know, i'm not going to say anything about it but well, i know. seriously. disappointing? idk, maybe?
perhaps i don't know you that well afterall.


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i think i should stop listening to my ipod.
some songs makes me sad. and emo.
and hell no, i don't want to be sad. stupid ipod.
sunshiney ftw! :D


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i miss the usual people. need a gathering soon.
i miss my old close friends. those who knows no shit, don't say you're a close friend. maybe you were but are you, now?



i wanna bake and cook with nas and yishu. and watch movies. senseless chick flicks and all those that we love.

i wanna go beach with andrea and nas. and ayu. been putting this off for so long already. like before holidays it was, "let's go during hols!!" then when hols come, it was "after mst... " then now it's after mst, it's "after exams!" when exams is over, i know it's gnna be hard? we'll have itp :/ soooooooo. when when when!!!!


i wanna go back indo and slack like crazy. wake up lateeeee in the morning and eat breakfast and then lunch then tea and then dinner. eat all the super good food and drink my mum's soups. see my family, hang out at malls with my cousins. eat jco donuts like there's no tomorrow. ask ian for hugs and kisses. buy indo books and magazines. read love stories written by teenagers. watch numerous dvds and indo movies! help my grandma with her errands. sleep in the big big bed. have sundays in my gramps place for the weekly gathering. learn to drive. go to parties and invites. have sleepovers on weekends. drop my cousins off for tuitions. hang out.
i miss them.
:(

hang in there, till december.