my tumbler cracked.
:'(
:'(
:'(





i'm so stressed out and confused right now. and noone can help me but myself.

i don't know what to do and i don't know what i can do. i don't know how to help myself. i don't know what's the right thing. i don't want to hurt anyone. i don't want to cause any more harm because i already did and it's enough. i don't want to take advantage of people's kindness to me. i don't know how to repay them. i can't promise anything back in return. i can't be on the receiving end all the time. it's unfair that way. i don't want to feel so much guilt.

i don't even know what i want. i don't even know how i feel. i don't know what i'm thinking.
i don't know what to do.



be careful of what you wish for. for all you know, you might just get it.