even though saving you sends me to heaven.

Friday, February 29, 2008

i'm freaking tired and my eyes hurt like crazy because they're dry from the lack of sleep.
i've been getting the hot&cold feeling.
sneezed too much.
plus.
stupid headache.

i amaze myself so damn much because even when i know it's bad for me, i still do it.
i suffer in the end.
so.
what the hell.

the smallest thing irritates me.

i can't bloody sleep because i'm so stressed up.
idk why i'm stressed.
i feel tense.
i wake up too many times when i sleep.
too many thoughts at the back of my head.

***

i need a hug.

i'm just gnna go.
sunday.

at 8:57 PM

HAPPY FIFTH BIRTHDAY LI HAIYUAN!

:D:D:D:D
still so scandalous. one of my close and oldest friend, ever.

i think we went through alot okay! we are and were friends.. though you weren't there for me in some of my hardest times (yes, seriously, because of some idiot. you know who is it okay.)

sometimes i may hate you for being so stupid because you're manipulated but YOU KNOW I'M STILL HERE.

thanks for all the late night chats and being so accomodating when i'm sad, angry, disappointed, anxious, pissed and everything else. you've always been willing to listen to me, no matter how tired you are. so you end up skipping class because you can't wake up.
thanks for letting me desiao & bully you all the time. and making you go for manicure with me though it HAS YET TO HAPPEN.
thanks for your patience with me. i swear you're the most patient guy i've known, ever.

i'm thankful to have you as a friend. :D

at 1:08 AM

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ZUHUI!
me love you even though you didn't pick up my calls hope u had alot alot alot of fun and enjoyed the day! miss the crazy times in lower sec with you and the girls. hopefully we'll get to meet soon! picnic! LOVE YA!

***

i woke up at about 1 today cos yangping called me. and he was like, i'm on my way to school now. wah.

crashed.

i met tofu!
talked for quire abit before he left me WTH. luckily yp's match with duc ended right after he left. and we had tug of war (we as in tofu & i) before i let him go. end results: a very red and painful right hand.

JIACHENG PULLED MY PONYTAIL.

okay.

watched soccer match. cj vs ofs.
not THAT exciting but yeah. ofs won by the way.

umm.what else.
i'm amazed at keith's squash skills.

played with this cat! very fat cat. outside jj. and i swear yp was exasperated because i made him wait. sorry! lol.

had dinner at gekpoh. didn't eat cos i was feeling sick (yes, i swear. maybe it's guilt but whatever. i really felt SICK ok.) had tehbing! he walked me home and we slacked at the exercise thing. and i played with this lady dog! :D turns out the owner's my uncle's friend? the dog likes me cos she didn't wanna go home! :D lol.

i whined like crazy.
and i looked like a mad woman on the loose.
promises are meant to be kept.

okay after i went home, i can't freaking log into msn. FREAKING SERVER PROBLEM OR SHIT. MADE ME DAMN IRRITATED.

AND AFTER THT.
I CANT BLOODY ACCESS THE SCHOOL MAIL BECAUSE OF FREAKING HOTMAIL. THANKS SO DAMN MUCH.
TRIED LIKE HELL OKAY. AND I OBTAINED ACCESS AT LIKE 1+

what to say.
pretty happy with my results and i screwed bioPHYSICS up. there's a reason why i chose BIOmedical science and not physics yeah?
that's about it.

congrats to those who did well and jiayou to those who are not happy with your results! don't be disheartened yeah? there's always next sem :D

at 2:03 AM

Monday, February 25, 2008

MY MAN.

had 2 fantabulous days in a row! :D

on sunday, i met carol for lunch :D had a freaking awesome time. caught up and joked like crazy while having BK. went to her house and her cousin brought this super super cute 6months old maltese terrier over :D it's called snowy and it's OMG-LY cute. i can lift it up easily with a hand, yeah, it's THAT small.

i so love carrying it around :D:D:D:D:D

sunday was a lazy day.

i slept damn early, like 9+ PM okay. but i woke up at about 12 and couldn't sleep till 3plus?

and i woke up at 9 today ._.
because i have to go down to immigration. and the whole thing took me 5 bloody hours.

i exhausted my patience. totally.
it's 5 damn hours of crossing my right leg and switching to left and then right then left and the cycle continues.

and yishu had to work so he can't layan me by sms ._.
damn long never talk to him already!
and i miss nas & yishu!
:(

okay so after that i helped this pri school kid find her parents and she was crying like crazy omg. scary. took me quite some time but thank god i wasn't late for darling.

met up with fanny darling.
because someone else need some ME time.
was so updating her with the stuffs! like what's up with our friends and the happenings... shopped in the end.

fanny wore noisy FLAT shoes.

i bought a pink bag. damn bimbo ._.

and i bought the furry shoes thing for my aunt for winter in china!
:D

met up with yangping for dinner and the 3 of us had subway. fanny thought he looked like ahemahem which is so insulting, really.
joked about until fannydarling had to leave cos she's a mummy's girl. HAHAHHA.

had so much fun!

at 10:12 PM

Saturday, February 23, 2008

ummmmmmmmmm.

i talked to sam last night. YES, that samuel c'hng. obviously he's feeling troubled that's why he called right. stupid friend. and obviously again, i listened and gave him advice despite the fact that he doesn't give a damn about his friends unless he needs them.
why the heck do i bother.
sigh.
okay, fine.
takecare dude.

was supposed to get my formalities done today but i realised it can only be done on weekdays ._.
sorry yangping!
we were enthu-ing smack down raw because his friend lent him psp. HHAA. fat ass.

anyway we went down to simlim to get the stuffs my dad wants!
walked around for quite a bit and WE HAD NICE DESSERTS.

kong ba PAO!

met up with bro for dinner. had hotplate culture at marina. ala carte.
omg we just kept ordering food?
ate a lot.

and a while later i got hungry again. xian.

bumped into junjie, who's like an ex classmate from primary school.

had a fabulous time today! :D

at 11:41 PM

i'm feeling so uninspired.

went out with brother a few days ago. he got lots of stuffs? haha. and we had damn good food that day! ajisen ramen & crystal jade. i ate the whole long of xiao long bao myself ._. bumped into qizhi & shiping. qz sauntered in please and he was so un-observant, that loser.

met up with yangping yesterday. was having an awfully boring day, with a lack of appetite and mood to do any single thing.
we had pizza hut!
carbs make you happy. so i had pasta. and pepsi, which will supposedly make me high.
after that set meal we had, we got sushi & bubble tea. and yp got old chang kee.
man, we ate alot?

i gtg!

ps. should i go back on thursday alone or sunday with my grandparents?

at 1:57 PM

Friday, February 22, 2008

i've been sleeping at weird hours. like sleeping at the time when normal people wakes up instead? anyway.
i'm really bored.

i went to hwachong's dramafeste today. it was great! and alex's a freaking good scriptwriter. hmmm. i really enjoyed it. and it lasted for around 2hours plus? the emcees were good by the way. and the plays too.

i met carlos. and jiayi.

thanks kaiming's mum for sending me home :)

i lost the blogging mood ._.

at 12:01 AM

Monday, February 18, 2008

carol and i

joejoe! and i

(i look funny.)

***

shoutouts!

to the one going to india tmr, please tc of yourself while you're there. sms me if theres anything or if you feel homesick yeah:) i'm gnna miss you so, so much. write in your diary if you're feeling down okay! it helps really! and have alot of fun and share with us when you're back! :)

to the one who's working his ass off because he knows what he wants, idk when i'm gnna see u again. so, do takecare too. don't eat lemsip/lemzip (?) when you're sick, go see a doc! and don't work out too, otherwise u might faint and someone who cuts the grass have to save u.

to the one in np, mugging very hard right now to the point his life no longer exists and neglects all his friends, all the best and good luck! plss don't stress THAT much and remember to sleep well and eat enough. don't tired yourself out okay.

to the one going out on a date on saturday, all the best to you too. and don't think so much anymore ok? stop blaming yourself too. you did your best and that's what that matters.

to the one going on a date to watch p.s. i love you tmr, grow up and stop being cheated by girls. HAHA. have much fun and stop feeling guilty because the past ain't your fault.

to the one who got injured, tc and stop being so careless. i know you're a sportsman but be careful okay. hopefully you're fine soon.

to the one whose back got hurt, lie down and stop moving around so much. don't play sports first! and i'm not naggy okay. it's because i care that's why! tsk. tc yeah?

to the one who keeps going out with her bf, i hope we all can go to the class! then we can see each other on weekly basis! :):)

to the one who's going to really train for nats, i've faith in you. always have and will always do. try your best and that's it. i'll be there for nats!

to the one junior who's closer to me than the other, it's sad we didnt get to meet on vday but. soon okay? soon! i miss you too!

to the one whom i met on vday, i miss you alot and i hope we meet soon despite your very busy schedule.

at 9:34 PM

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Tomorrow Never Comes

If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly, and pray the Lord your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss, and call you back for just one more.

If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would tape each word and action, and play them back throughout my days.

If I knew it would be the last time, I would spare an extra minute or two,
To stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you know I do.

So just in case tomorrow never comes, and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you, and I hope we never will forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day
That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
And you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today, and whisper in their ear,
That you love them very much, and you'll always hold them dear.
Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "thank you" or "it's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.

-Norma Cornett Mark

thanks yishu, for sharing with us :D

at 1:55 PM

Friday, February 15, 2008

i had a freaking awesome vday!
:D:D:D

thanks all, for the sweet messages and wishes! :D

shan't elaborate much but i caught jumper! :D and hayden christensen is damn hot. rachel bilson too! there's no storyline though. so yeah.

met some people! :D

and i realised everyone's at town when i got home.

okay. what else.

had usual people outing today minus mok because he has tuition. today's outing was xian. idk why. jarrel and i were in yellow. wtheck. random.

i had dinner at jss. boring.

i'm bored. bye.

at 11:53 PM

Thursday, February 14, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIONGAIK!
:D:D
it's really funny how we started off as enemies and yet, now, we're buddies who see each other weekly. we've became part of the friday & usual people and i'm thankful that we're friends:D best wishes for your upcoming exams and change of course! :D ANDANDAND, lucks for getting a girl! :D
love ya buddy!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANGQIN!

***

chalet was alright. very little food yeah?
the three of us got lost! ended up cabbing there lol.
watched dvds.. and lepak-ed till 5+am before we decided to sleep and wake up at 8am? because we wanted to go to the beach! but we woke up at ... 11+ HAHA.

thanks nas for the superb brownies :D:D
thanks yishu for giving up your blanket for me in the middle of your sleep :D:D

***

random stuffs:

1. i haven't had dinner at home for the whole week.

2. nas swears ALOT when she plays STRESS.

3. i miss vday in school. secondary school, to be exact. i miss the giving of stuffs to friends, the chocolates, sweets and letters, the hugs and all.

4. i bought marks&spencer's cookies. (yes, nas, THAT ONE!)

5. i haven't talked to haiyuan for ages. ages = a week or so? LOL. okay, i just did. :)

6. i'm the first to call SA up to wish him a happy bday! :D

7. i nearly fell down countless times today, tripped and scalded my hands :/

8. my dog's sleeping in my room tonight! :DDDDDD

9. nas gave me cute clips! :D:D thanks so so so much! love ya!

10. i played with this stray cat on monday when i went back to school. it jumped up on the bench and sat on my lap! :D:D it loves me okay! :D hehe.

***

happy vday y'all!

to all my friends, i love you guys! :D

at 1:54 AM

Monday, February 11, 2008

was feeling lousy, bored and resltess last night.
BUT.
a really unexpected sms came at around 12plus and it cheered me up!
:D:D:D

okay. so.
saturday was a long day!

a bunch of us went over to zuhui's house at around 10! audrey, ziyi, jarrel, itchy, mok came :D and like, everyone looked very nice! especially itchy! :D he looked buff. and we all whacked him in the lift lol. had really nice food! mok forgot to bring oranges! haha. played blackjack, took lots of photos!

thanks zuhui for being such a good host! :D

photos from my camera!

zuhui's cute paper plates.

audrey and i!

group photo:D:D

being spastic!

look at itchy's face!

itchy, jarrel, i :D

zuhui and audrey!

mok and i! (he was on a winning streak!)

damn spastic lol.

***

then audrey, jarrel and i went to meet foyang and then michelle! they both looked very nice. really. and mich brought a kg of ba gua for *ahem*.

being very random, i shall mention that i sat beside 2 ah bengs. and they played around and one of them lie down on the seat beside me wtheck. i turned around, glared and rolled my eyes at him. there are 2 groups of bengs. freaking irritating and stupid.

oh yeah, we were meeting gan lao for lunch!

those who came : sam (! yes, even HE came.), jim, sherwin, xiaowei, michelle, audrey, jarrel, foyang, donglin, kaijie :D plus ganlao and me!

we had newyork newyork!

after mixed up orders and lots of candyfloss (which i love), we were done with lunch! chatted with gan lao for quite a bit. we really missed him! and i think he's the teacher which made me really enjoyed chinese lessons and like the language. yup, he makes a great teacher :D

fyi, i hate people who say they'll turn up and then they don't. you know who you are.
well, damn you. i won't ask you again.
also, it's tiring to ask people who always can't make it. you just get sick of asking and then getting the same reply everytime.. right? after everything people will just stop asking? this already happened to sam. it's pretty sad and frustating. so. people, prioritise please and stop being such assholes.

okay, photos!

samuel, jim and sherwin! :D

jarrel and dongdong! :D

jarrel and dongdong again!

act cute. LOL.

sherwin and xiaowei, who wore a dress! :D

tofu and i! :D

tofu!

candy floss! *happyhappyhappy*

dongdong, kaijie & his cute fringe and ganlao! :D

group photo! we all squeezed into a booth!

***

right.
audrey, xiaowei, jarrel and i went to jp whereas the guys went to play mahjong at sam's house! had teh bing :D yes, again.

met up with papa chia and some of the 4/2 peeps at ntuc. they were getting food for the steamboat at night.
we met mrs chia! :D
some of his students from the other batch came as well and they looked very old o.o

papa chia kept trying to matchmake everyone! lol. (kiss, kiss.)

photos at papachia's house!

weijay and xiaowei!

weijay, xiaowei and tofu!

weijay bullying xiaowei and tofu! :D

weijay & xiaowei!

xiaowei & tofu! :D

xiaowei and i! (fine, i tiptoed. happy?)

xiaowei wants to make me happy! :D

tofu and i!

xiaowei, jarrel and i! :D

tofu and i! :D:D

wei and papachia! :D

we love papachia!

papachia and i!

papachia and tofu!

L.O.V.E.

***

had coffee bean after that! :D

BY THE WAY. weijay wore the shirt! :D:D:D

photos at coffeebean!

tofu and wei! :D

they looked couple-ish.

weijay and i. and i looked damn dao but i dont know why!

the shirt! :D:D:D

tofu and weijay!

xiaowei and her psp.

interior.

***

woke up really late today. went to dhoby gaut to meet yangping and SUPPOSEDLY sa to get soon's bday present. thanks yeah, sa.
got the stuff and had brunch (at 3.30pm?) at ajisen! had good food! :D
yadahyadah.
I HAD DORAYAKI :D:D
if you don't know what is that, it's the stuff which doraemon always eats. the pancake thing.

took 174 to boonlay. the bus ride was super, super long.

oh yes, i had teh bing. lol.

wanted to get earphones but something happened? so i'm gnna get it tmr!

had a family dinner thing.

this is a very long entry.

p.s. zuhui, audrey, ithcy, michelle and xiaowei! please send me the photos! thanks:D

at 1:10 AM

Saturday, February 9, 2008

i had an amazing day.
tons of photos :D
will update later.
thanks for everyone who made today so wonderful and enjoyable! :D

ps. did you ever wonder who your real friends are? and how fragile some friendships turn out to be?

at 11:07 PM

Thursday, February 7, 2008

firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYANN :D

known you since primary4. and you're a man now :D haha. i know u expected the phone call from me at midnight but u should just pretend to not expect it okay. lol. lucks for your exams and more lucks for your accounts! catch up soon.

happy birthday samuel, even though u've been acting like a complete asshole.

right.

so i went back to nanhua on cny eve. met alot of people!

met up with carol first.. together with peiyu. and then we met mrs b lim! omggggg. it's been so so so long since i last saw her? yeah. :D and i do miss her!

i saw wanqing, jessyca, sherwin & his hurt back, jim, nigel, kaijie, zhenghan... AND JOEHAN WHOM I HAVENT SEEN FOR 972354567890876543 DAYS. HELLO JOEHAN! missed you! felt good to see everyone again.

i miss nanhua.

didnt go back to rulang. sigh.

reunion dinner @ taka.

it was okay? quite nice to see my aunt.. haha.

happy CNY everyone! :D

it was freaking hot today and lunch was not that good. and the weather is perfect for a day at the beach wtheck. so unfair. and i met my four legged friends today! :D

im very, very, very bored.

at 11:05 PM

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

nas and yishu came to my house today!

met up at boonlay to get ingredients for our lunch & oreo cheesecake! :D

nas was late. so yishu & i went to squeeze with all the kiasu aunties at ntuc and got most of the stuffs. then we rented movies! 4 of them! :D watched 2 of them today! unaccompanied minors & trust the man. both are pretty nice but unaccompanied minors was funnier! got some more snacks and cream for the cheesecake at shengsiong.

and the cooking begins!

yishu and the butter.

we mashed the oreos! :D

for the crust.

the crust!

cheese. p.s. my nails looked nice :D:D

nearly done!

lunch.

marinated chicken

stir fried chicken.

our beehoon soup and meatballs!

kailan with sambal.

tadah! LUNCH!

***

our lunch looked damn good right. it was damn fab. especially the chicken and the vege! even nas who doesnt eat vege loved the kailan! :D

the chicken was good too.

and the beehoon.

omg i so enjoyed today! had a lot of fun! :D

dozed off a little during trust the man but heck. haha. yishu was also sleeping. i think trust the man is a very grown up movie? lol.

didnt take a photo of the cheesecake whn its done cos we were too excited. forgot all about the camera! ahha. it was damnnnnnnnn nice :D even though the cheese's too soft. but yeah, still very nice. the three of us finished half of the cheesecake! yep, it was THAT good. not kidding you!

had such a great time.

love u guys!

at 10:46 PM